Sanctioned Suicide

I do. I'm alyways in pain

I think of suicide 24/7

But I think most of you do, don't you?

What really surprises me is the amount of pain one can suffer and still keep going on

I work every day. I talk to my colleagues, tell jokes, have ice cream. I still read a lot

Can you believe I even make plans for myself?
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I'm writing my first post today, so please let me know if I say anything that's inappropiate.
For years I thought I would ctb using cherry pits, as it seemed an easy and accesible method. Lately I've been getting serious and now I am deciding what my final method will be. I don't have access to more reliable and peaceful methods like sn, and also want my body to not be as ...

thank you all
im so happy

Good evening everyone, I've reached my limit; I can't go on anymore. I want to go through with it as soon as possible. I'd like to ask if it's still possible to get hold of SN (I'm in Italy—feel free to message me privately), because otherwise my only remaining options are antifreeze poisoning or jumping. But I've heard antifreeze is extremely painful, and I'm fucking terrified ...

I'll go this afternoon!