My Sister's Keeper: All things Life & Photography

Lately, I have felt as though I am slowly disappearing, not in a dramatic way. There has been no single moment when everything collapsed. I still wake up, go to work, parent, answer messages, complete tasks, and handle what needs to be handled. From the outside, my life probably looks the same, but maybe that’s some of the problem. But inside, I feel absent from it.

It has been almost two years. Almost two years since my relationship ended, and I am still a little prickly about him. Not because I want him back, not because I am secretly waiting for an apology that will magically make everything make sense and not because I have spent the last two years unable to move forward. I know I have moved forward, even if it’s in small ways, b...

I know things have changed,
And we no longer talk,
Time creeps on by,
And our lives moves further and further from each other,
You’ve probably move in to a new lover,
One who takes up your time and heart,
And I, who is still dodging the shadows of our memories,
The void loosening its grip on my breath,
And I have slithers of happy m...

The silence that comes when no one chooses you can feel loud.

You start measuring your worth by who desires you, by the texts that never come, the lack of followthrough, the dates that never happen, the attention that ultimately fades. Somewhere along the way, you begin to believe that if no one wants you, there must be something wrong with you. No one calls to ...

I supposed enough time had gone by,

Water under the bridge, as they say,

But yet again, the song came on the radio,

The flutter of my chest,

And my thoughts do what they are so accustomed,

Thinking of you….

The purest form of you,

The smile stretching across your face,

The affection in y...