My Bladder Cancer Journey

 I finally had enough of my old phone rebooting itself and so I got a new phone - bigger more powerful but of course there's all the setting up and re-logging on and security to overcome.  But it has a better camera and so I was able to chat to my grandson this morning.  How can he be 5 years old already?  He was on good form as was my soon to be 3 years o...

 In recent months I've been adapting to not having anything to do.  Well, that's not quite true.  In reality I've been trying to work out what life without work is like and what my next journey is going to look like.  The strangest thing to me is these dream / flashbacks that I've been having.

I got rid of a lot of the reliving of my past perhaps 14 ...

 So the gate post is "fixed" kind of.  It's an interesting thing as I'd done a temporary repair and over the winter I'd had the gate not opening fully so it was all a bit annoying.  That opening has fixed itself now the wood has stopped taking on water and expanding and causing the gate to not quite open as it should.  It is now fully fixed well ...

 When you have a goal or a purpose it all seems to come together somehow.  Work, Business, Marriage, House, Family it all fits together and it's sort of cohesive it fits where it touches and all is OK.  Getting divorced was a soul ripping moment after all the impact and fallout of the Bladder Cancer times and it must be around that time that my self esteem...

 As you may recall, six years ago we were in lock down and treated like common criminals in our own country and as you probably know it was all for nil and we are paying for that now still.  That's what you get for voting in scoundrels and half wits as I said at the time it was wholly unnecessary and viruses are unable to read one way signs and can pa...